so tired...

I feel like I have absolutely no right to be as tired and listless as I am. I have not been working as hard as Geoff has - nowhere close to as hard as he has - but all I want to do is lie down and sleep. Perhaps I've been giving him some of my energy? I don't know. All I know is that I am worn out.

I really truly do not know how single parents do it. Granted that being at work, and therefore (one would assume) in the company of adults for eight or ten hours a day would help, but...

I am so glad the end is in sight. The company's presentation is tomorrow, so today is the last day of the torture. Assuming Geoff doesn't get sent to Chicago with today's work, that is. If he gets sent, then... Then he needs to quit. Simple as that. Even without a back-up job.

Too bad I'm not the one in charge of that decision.

*sigh* It has been a long month. I really hope Geoff doesn't get sick. I hope I don't get sick. I hope our vacation will be as relaxing and rejuvenating as I want it to be.

NLMEHMMAWGOEW

It was one of those awful "nobody likes me, everybody hates me, might as well go eat worms" kind of days. NLMEHMMAWGOEW for short. Yeah, gonna remember that acronym.

I know it's all in my head (although that doesn't help), but I've still got the inner conflict of feeling the need for validation, but really not wanting to be pathetic, needy or otherwise sad. Blah. I guess my hug & touch & care quota has finally dropped to insufficient levels. Fortunately, my main supplier is now back.

After a short (9 hr) day, Geoff is finally done with his conference work. He's going to call in sick tomorrow. If he 'feels better' in the afternoon, we're thinking of going to a movie. Any recommendations?