$1400? No. Make that $2100-$2400.
Timing belt needs replacing, too. Struts as well, but if those are over $300, we're living with the stupid struts as is.
I...
Blue book value of this car is about $3000 - $3600. There's no way we'll get as good a car for less than that. If the $1400 weren't already owed, I would just say screw it and sell the car, but it is owed at this point, so that isn't really an option.
Just... Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I wish we lived where it was possible to not have a car. But we don't. We live in fucking suburbia in the fucking US of A that worships individualism (and personal convenience) over anything.
Worst bit is, though, that we could have planned for this. $50 a month for three years would have seen us through this little crisis with almost no worries. But... $50 a month couldn't be spared until very, very recently (and even then only guiltily). Not if we wanted to eat, take our meds and keep our credit rating decent.
Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Fuck.
I wish I knew a way to sell my art that wouldn't be a slap in the face to me. Of course, that would also require people (with money) liking my stuff.
I wish I had time and energy to research how to go about everything. I wish Geoff would look for a better paying job. I wish... so many things. And we'll see how we can up up with the cash.
And we will.
It's just so very discouraging.
Timing belt needs replacing, too. Struts as well, but if those are over $300, we're living with the stupid struts as is.
I...
Blue book value of this car is about $3000 - $3600. There's no way we'll get as good a car for less than that. If the $1400 weren't already owed, I would just say screw it and sell the car, but it is owed at this point, so that isn't really an option.
Just... Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I wish we lived where it was possible to not have a car. But we don't. We live in fucking suburbia in the fucking US of A that worships individualism (and personal convenience) over anything.
Worst bit is, though, that we could have planned for this. $50 a month for three years would have seen us through this little crisis with almost no worries. But... $50 a month couldn't be spared until very, very recently (and even then only guiltily). Not if we wanted to eat, take our meds and keep our credit rating decent.
Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Fuck.
I wish I knew a way to sell my art that wouldn't be a slap in the face to me. Of course, that would also require people (with money) liking my stuff.
I wish I had time and energy to research how to go about everything. I wish Geoff would look for a better paying job. I wish... so many things. And we'll see how we can up up with the cash.
And we will.
It's just so very discouraging.
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Date: 2010-03-19 09:05 pm (UTC)FTR - if I ever have the money I think it's worth, I know exactly which painting(s) I'd buy.
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Date: 2010-03-25 04:19 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2010-03-25 04:20 pm (UTC)Better now, but yeah. I hate car bills.
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