SMHC progress, or the lack thereof
Jun. 22nd, 2007 11:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
averygoodun42It just hit me why I'm having so much trouble with the next chapter of SMHC. It's the beginning of the end. Not only that, but it is the set up for the end of the story. Don't get me wrong, the story has many chapters to go yet (another discouraging thought) but the climax has to be set up now. In this next chapter.
I don't like finishing things. I really don't. I'm not sure why, but probably it's because it's the end of something known, which leaves me in limbo until I find something else that I can get comfortable with. I don't liked the discomfort of getting to know something new (I didn't like dating, either).
That, or, like that last picture, I'll realize it's a failure and get depressed about it.
Ah well.
I am still trying to work on it, making little tiny steps in the right direction at least once a week. Hopefully this weekend I'll be able to make real headway.
I don't like finishing things. I really don't. I'm not sure why, but probably it's because it's the end of something known, which leaves me in limbo until I find something else that I can get comfortable with. I don't liked the discomfort of getting to know something new (I didn't like dating, either).
That, or, like that last picture, I'll realize it's a failure and get depressed about it.
Ah well.
I am still trying to work on it, making little tiny steps in the right direction at least once a week. Hopefully this weekend I'll be able to make real headway.
