I am weak, so weak...

[averygoodun42]

I hang my head in shame.

You see, I can't stay away. There's something that draws me back, even though I know I'll be worse for wear for going back.

I tried to stay away. I really, really did. And I succeeded for four or five days! (The separation was a blur of denial; it's so hard, you see!) But, today I found myself drawn back into the web I'd tangled myself in. I missed it so.

I know it's bad to need anything outside ones self for cheering, for comfort, for a thrill... And I know it's not healthy to rely on anything as much as I rely on tea... But I can't help it. I just can't.

I'm weak, you see. So very, very weak.

Comments

[mscoco62.livejournal.com]

aww dont feel bad and whats so wrong about tea?? its better than pop! and i like my tea with lemon!

[averygoodun.livejournal.com]

Tea (the caffeinated stuff) messes with my body. Or at least, I think it's the culprit. So back to water for me. And herbal teas. :-)

[(Anonymous)]

Me too. But the diabetes is having a very strengthening effect on my will-power.

[averygoodun.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm glad the diabetes is good for something? :-(