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Cold and tired, but overall better
Jan. 5th, 2012 10:34 amI couldn't get to sleep last night because I was cold. I'd also forgotten to take my medicine, again, so I got up, put on my warm, fleece pjs and got myself some food.
( It's been a while since I've been so very cold. )
Completely unrelated, I've had a pleasant discovery recently. I don't know how long it had been an issue, longer than I can remember, but whenever an ambulance or firetruck went by with sirens and lights blazing, I would have to fight back the urge to sob.
That's not the case anymore. I still feel a visceral twinge in the gut, but the overwhelming emotion, mostly panic, is absent.
Yay! All this means that I'm not quite as messed up as I used to be! I'm sure I still have quite a bit of work to do to heal, but there's progress. And maybe even a couple less road blocks in the way.
( It's been a while since I've been so very cold. )
Completely unrelated, I've had a pleasant discovery recently. I don't know how long it had been an issue, longer than I can remember, but whenever an ambulance or firetruck went by with sirens and lights blazing, I would have to fight back the urge to sob.
That's not the case anymore. I still feel a visceral twinge in the gut, but the overwhelming emotion, mostly panic, is absent.
Yay! All this means that I'm not quite as messed up as I used to be! I'm sure I still have quite a bit of work to do to heal, but there's progress. And maybe even a couple less road blocks in the way.
