I'm going to catch up all at once, because all three answers tie in with each other and today's events, as it happens.
Day 21 – Your job and/or schooling
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
My job, as of the last five and five-sixths' years, is trying to take this wild young cub I bore and turn him into a decent, independent human being.
This job is upsetting. Often. ( A shitty example )
On the up side, though, there are signs that I am doing my job somewhat well. After all, he has only had one warning about keeping his hands to himself this month/year at school, and hasn't needed another yet. He is upstairs in the shower cleaning himself off without my supervision. And doing so without a big battle or rages or any of that wildness. He truly is become a decent little boy. There's a LONG way to go yet, but he's getting there. We're getting there.
And his hugs and laughs are worth it. Gosh, I hope his real laugh is as wonderful as an adult as it is now. It's one of those infectious, joyous laughs that just lightens the load, no matter what load you're carrying. I know it will change as his voice changes, but... Hopefully the joyous, infectious quality will remain, even if in a masculine form.
Day 21 – Your job and/or schooling
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
My job, as of the last five and five-sixths' years, is trying to take this wild young cub I bore and turn him into a decent, independent human being.
This job is upsetting. Often. ( A shitty example )
On the up side, though, there are signs that I am doing my job somewhat well. After all, he has only had one warning about keeping his hands to himself this month/year at school, and hasn't needed another yet. He is upstairs in the shower cleaning himself off without my supervision. And doing so without a big battle or rages or any of that wildness. He truly is become a decent little boy. There's a LONG way to go yet, but he's getting there. We're getting there.
And his hugs and laughs are worth it. Gosh, I hope his real laugh is as wonderful as an adult as it is now. It's one of those infectious, joyous laughs that just lightens the load, no matter what load you're carrying. I know it will change as his voice changes, but... Hopefully the joyous, infectious quality will remain, even if in a masculine form.
Had meatloaf mixture to use up (my own, and a little too heavy on the onions [yes, it is possible]), so I spiced it up with McCormick's Hot Shot pepper mix, and about a teaspoon of mustard powder.
Perfect. Really, truly. Babe asked for THIRDS! (Happiness is making dinner your child(ren) like!)
I also made white comfort food and, as last time it was too watery, left it on the stove to evaporate a bit.
Much better and yum.
And then... We had about a dozen apples sitting on our table, not getting eaten. I was tired of that, so today I made gluten-free apple crisp (same crisp topping recipe, just using millet and amaranth flours plus xanthum gum). And I had some. (!) And Babe didn't!(!!) (He asked for seconds on his ice cream, and I told him that to get more ice cream he needed to try either the white comfort food or the apple crisp. He withdrew his request.)
( Blah blah blah good things blah )
Night all!
Perfect. Really, truly. Babe asked for THIRDS! (Happiness is making dinner your child(ren) like!)
I also made white comfort food and, as last time it was too watery, left it on the stove to evaporate a bit.
Much better and yum.
And then... We had about a dozen apples sitting on our table, not getting eaten. I was tired of that, so today I made gluten-free apple crisp (same crisp topping recipe, just using millet and amaranth flours plus xanthum gum). And I had some. (!) And Babe didn't!(!!) (He asked for seconds on his ice cream, and I told him that to get more ice cream he needed to try either the white comfort food or the apple crisp. He withdrew his request.)
( Blah blah blah good things blah )
Night all!
So, I'm doing a bad thing: I'm self doctoring. ( Read more... )
Otherwise, things are going. Babe had another "accident" in the tub tonight while I was taking all the soiled clothes and cloths down to be washed. Grr. However, because of that, the bathroom is a lot cleaner than I'd intended it to be when I started the cleaning process at the beginning of his bath. He even made a good faith effort to scrub the tub afterwards.
I am still in serious need of alone time, however. In fact, I took alone time early in the evening (before Babe's bath), as I was getting angrier and angrier with everything, and most of it was getting directed toward Babe (who was the cause of a good proportion). I secluded myself in the bathroom, made myself up real purdy and took a few glam shots. Then took a nice hot shower and washed my face three times.
It makes me wonder if anyone might bid for photo-editing in any of these crisis auctions (make-up is sometimes just not enough, especially without foundation or concealer).
These are a couple of shots (Gimp crashed while I was working on the third...), before and after editing:
( Read more... )
Obviously, they are not true-to-life, because, well, glam shots aren't. I don't know. *shrugs*
Anyway, it's late. I need to carry Babe up to bed and go get some shut-eye for myself. Hopefully Geoff will get home soon, but I'm not going to wait up for him.
Oh, and I will answer all your past comments. I'm just... I've been more wordless than usual lately. That would also be the cause of my not commenting, too. I'm reading, though. *hugs ya'll*
Otherwise, things are going. Babe had another "accident" in the tub tonight while I was taking all the soiled clothes and cloths down to be washed. Grr. However, because of that, the bathroom is a lot cleaner than I'd intended it to be when I started the cleaning process at the beginning of his bath. He even made a good faith effort to scrub the tub afterwards.
I am still in serious need of alone time, however. In fact, I took alone time early in the evening (before Babe's bath), as I was getting angrier and angrier with everything, and most of it was getting directed toward Babe (who was the cause of a good proportion). I secluded myself in the bathroom, made myself up real purdy and took a few glam shots. Then took a nice hot shower and washed my face three times.
It makes me wonder if anyone might bid for photo-editing in any of these crisis auctions (make-up is sometimes just not enough, especially without foundation or concealer).
These are a couple of shots (Gimp crashed while I was working on the third...), before and after editing:
( Read more... )
Obviously, they are not true-to-life, because, well, glam shots aren't. I don't know. *shrugs*
Anyway, it's late. I need to carry Babe up to bed and go get some shut-eye for myself. Hopefully Geoff will get home soon, but I'm not going to wait up for him.
Oh, and I will answer all your past comments. I'm just... I've been more wordless than usual lately. That would also be the cause of my not commenting, too. I'm reading, though. *hugs ya'll*
Who would have thought I'd ever be in the role of peacemaker?
Tonight was Geoff's night for reaching his limit where Babe is concerned. Drama ensued. I think all's well now, but...
I hope Babe feels better soon. We're all pretty worn down at this point, physically and emotionally.
In other news, Geoff and I attended the first of four little classes on the Transcendentalists tonight. It's interesting on many levels. I thought of you,
zalena quite a bit, and I also thought of you,
borbor_chan, when Parker and his study of the Bible in Greek and Hebrew came up. I would instigate conversations on both topics with you, but I am so out of my depth and breadth here, that would be intellectual-ego suicide.
Maybe after I've done a bit of the homework, though... ;-)
Now to bed.
Tonight was Geoff's night for reaching his limit where Babe is concerned. Drama ensued. I think all's well now, but...
I hope Babe feels better soon. We're all pretty worn down at this point, physically and emotionally.
In other news, Geoff and I attended the first of four little classes on the Transcendentalists tonight. It's interesting on many levels. I thought of you,
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Maybe after I've done a bit of the homework, though... ;-)
Now to bed.
Babe's feeling better. In fact, all the clogs have been dealt with successfully. Messes still need to be cleaned up, but...
I'm worse. Second day is almost always the worst. I should be better by tomorrow, tonight even, but in the meantime... eurgh.
Interesting thing, though (to me, anyway) was that yesterday I had a migraine, and my migraines come with extreme scent sensitivity. I opened up a bag of chocolate to nosh on during the day and had to close it back up right quick. The only thing that smelled good to me was English Breakfast tea. So that is what I had.
Oh, and sometime this week I need to register Babe for kindergarten. !!! Wow. Yay. Wow.
Not today though.
I'm worse. Second day is almost always the worst. I should be better by tomorrow, tonight even, but in the meantime... eurgh.
Interesting thing, though (to me, anyway) was that yesterday I had a migraine, and my migraines come with extreme scent sensitivity. I opened up a bag of chocolate to nosh on during the day and had to close it back up right quick. The only thing that smelled good to me was English Breakfast tea. So that is what I had.
Oh, and sometime this week I need to register Babe for kindergarten. !!! Wow. Yay. Wow.
Not today though.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100204/ap_on_sc/us_sci_pluto
That should be the Onion's take, anyway. (I actually think it's pretty cool. This has been a neat week for astronomy pics, what with the asteroid collision pics yesterday (or thereabouts).)
I feel very internal (physically) and needy (emotionally). And because of that, I make an unpretty picture of a pouty, whiny mom. Be glad you aren't here with me. Be very glad.
However, I do have some good things. For example, Babe decided to try oatmeal the other day, and has actually requested it a couple of times. And he really enjoys eggnog for breakfast. Yay for small advances!
( More Babe stuff, including the 'p' related words )
I watched The Iron Giant last night. Wow. Just... wow. I won't be watching it as often as I want to since Babe starts imitating the military actions and maneuvers every time he sees it, but... I need to go fan Brad Bird on facebook.
It's been warm the last couple of days. Without windchill, it's been in the thirties! I think it even cracked freezing the other day! As soon as the sun sets, however, it feels pretty dang frigid.
We're starting to emerge from the burden of debt. It's still there, and a good hefty amount of it, too, but it's getting better. Come July, there's the possibility that it'll ease even further. I hope so, anyway.
Aaaaaand... the sweet tea I just had seems to have helped my stomach a fair bit. I'm still zonked, but maybe now I can be productive enough to go choose a movie to watch with Babe.
Oh, and my zygo cactus is blooming. It's pretty.
Cheers, all.
That should be the Onion's take, anyway. (I actually think it's pretty cool. This has been a neat week for astronomy pics, what with the asteroid collision pics yesterday (or thereabouts).)
I feel very internal (physically) and needy (emotionally). And because of that, I make an unpretty picture of a pouty, whiny mom. Be glad you aren't here with me. Be very glad.
However, I do have some good things. For example, Babe decided to try oatmeal the other day, and has actually requested it a couple of times. And he really enjoys eggnog for breakfast. Yay for small advances!
( More Babe stuff, including the 'p' related words )
I watched The Iron Giant last night. Wow. Just... wow. I won't be watching it as often as I want to since Babe starts imitating the military actions and maneuvers every time he sees it, but... I need to go fan Brad Bird on facebook.
It's been warm the last couple of days. Without windchill, it's been in the thirties! I think it even cracked freezing the other day! As soon as the sun sets, however, it feels pretty dang frigid.
We're starting to emerge from the burden of debt. It's still there, and a good hefty amount of it, too, but it's getting better. Come July, there's the possibility that it'll ease even further. I hope so, anyway.
Aaaaaand... the sweet tea I just had seems to have helped my stomach a fair bit. I'm still zonked, but maybe now I can be productive enough to go choose a movie to watch with Babe.
Oh, and my zygo cactus is blooming. It's pretty.
Cheers, all.
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Jul. 14th, 2009 03:19 pmHum. So today's plans have been completely shot to hell, but I think I'm okay with that. It was supposed to be an errand day, but the car is out of commission until six o'clock (I didn't know there was a HUGE difference between the time it takes for the 90K and the 100K check-ups. And I also didn't realize we'd missed the 90K check-up. Oops.) However, it is a perfect day to work outside. The last decent day to work outside for the rest of the week, in fact. And, since I built a frame for the screen for sifting the rocks from dirt (from the patio), I can make real progress today, all on my own.
I still feel bad about Geoff's heat exhaustion the other day.
I am patting myself on the back for yesterday, though. I got everything but the laundry done before friends came over to play Pillars of the Earth (I think that's right). Fun game, but it requires more sustained thought than I'm used to. Of course, that's part of what made it fun. The main thing that made it fun, though, was having like-minded, nerdy adults over to play with. I've missed that.
Bad thing about yesterday was that Babe pooped his pants again while the friends were over (their older daughter was more or less looking after him for us), and we didn't find out until they left. Oh, the poor boy! Hopefully that will remind him why using the toilet is a good thing, but if not... *shrugs* I have regained hope that this too shall pass. (hardeeharhar)
But now, I need to figure out something substantial to eat than kefir so that I can get out and dig up more of the patio.
Cheers!
I still feel bad about Geoff's heat exhaustion the other day.
I am patting myself on the back for yesterday, though. I got everything but the laundry done before friends came over to play Pillars of the Earth (I think that's right). Fun game, but it requires more sustained thought than I'm used to. Of course, that's part of what made it fun. The main thing that made it fun, though, was having like-minded, nerdy adults over to play with. I've missed that.
Bad thing about yesterday was that Babe pooped his pants again while the friends were over (their older daughter was more or less looking after him for us), and we didn't find out until they left. Oh, the poor boy! Hopefully that will remind him why using the toilet is a good thing, but if not... *shrugs* I have regained hope that this too shall pass. (hardeeharhar)
But now, I need to figure out something substantial to eat than kefir so that I can get out and dig up more of the patio.
Cheers!
Last night/ this morning
Jul. 30th, 2008 10:43 amLast night:
I feel like I should have sympathy for Babe, as he is coughing mightily, and he is tired and he is feeling miserable, but I don't. I do feel sympathy for Geoff who needs his sleep and is getting yelled at by a cranky kid in payment for his efforts of soothing instead.
Babe has been a royal pain in the keister the last couple of days.
Now I just have to figure out a way to survive the rest of the summer (and any other summers we spend here). I guess window a/c is the way to go. Bleh.
Now I should get myself to bed. 2 hours time difference should not be so difficult to overcome.\
ETA: (as a reminder to myself) I should note that Babe did restore my sympathy in him when, five minutes after he'd sent me away (and I'd gone to bed), he started crying for me. Geoff was still sitting with him at that point. I went in, sat down next to Geoff and said, "You know I love you, don't you?"
Babe replied with a very quiet and hesitant "Mm-hm."
"No matter how annoyed I am with you, or how angry I get, I will love you for always and forever."
No verbal response, but he calmed down significantly and finally relaxed enough to go back to sleep, holding onto my finger.
This morning:
Good things - The alcohol worked in eliminating the smell of the pee-soaked cushions. This is especially good because Babe piddled in bed this morning. Another good related to this is that rubbing alcohol works just as well and is a) cheaper, b) more widely available and c) can be bought on Sundays.
Good thing - The neighborhood children are out, and Babe is out with them. This means that the likelihood of me killing Babe has gone down significantly. I am still tremendously peopled out.
Good thing - internet access in the middle of the night to look up kitchen ideas.
Bad thing - My computer hates LJ. I need to post this now and get off of LJ before it crashes yet again.
I feel like I should have sympathy for Babe, as he is coughing mightily, and he is tired and he is feeling miserable, but I don't. I do feel sympathy for Geoff who needs his sleep and is getting yelled at by a cranky kid in payment for his efforts of soothing instead.
Babe has been a royal pain in the keister the last couple of days.
Now I just have to figure out a way to survive the rest of the summer (and any other summers we spend here). I guess window a/c is the way to go. Bleh.
Now I should get myself to bed. 2 hours time difference should not be so difficult to overcome.\
ETA: (as a reminder to myself) I should note that Babe did restore my sympathy in him when, five minutes after he'd sent me away (and I'd gone to bed), he started crying for me. Geoff was still sitting with him at that point. I went in, sat down next to Geoff and said, "You know I love you, don't you?"
Babe replied with a very quiet and hesitant "Mm-hm."
"No matter how annoyed I am with you, or how angry I get, I will love you for always and forever."
No verbal response, but he calmed down significantly and finally relaxed enough to go back to sleep, holding onto my finger.
This morning:
Good things - The alcohol worked in eliminating the smell of the pee-soaked cushions. This is especially good because Babe piddled in bed this morning. Another good related to this is that rubbing alcohol works just as well and is a) cheaper, b) more widely available and c) can be bought on Sundays.
Good thing - The neighborhood children are out, and Babe is out with them. This means that the likelihood of me killing Babe has gone down significantly. I am still tremendously peopled out.
Good thing - internet access in the middle of the night to look up kitchen ideas.
Bad thing - My computer hates LJ. I need to post this now and get off of LJ before it crashes yet again.
I got the home-from-vacation blues...
Jul. 27th, 2008 10:52 pmBabe has been irritating me something fierce. I know it's just that I'm tired and, well, slightly disappointed to be home, but... ach well.
It is good to be home, however, it is slightly more bittersweet than I expected. I didn't realize how much I missed the horizon till I saw it again. Or the big sky. Or the dry air. Yeah, dry air makes for lots of dust which isn't exactly great for my allergies, but...
Babe started coughing again today. Even I felt the humidity in my chest. It's horrible.
However, there are some things to look forward to here. First of all, Babe WILL be going to preschool this Fall. He decided that using the potty was the way to go the day after we got to Colorado! Odd timing, but hey, who am I to complain? We went out to Toys'R'Us today and got his reward (a slightly motorized digger).
Another thing to look forward to is my new kitchen. It's actually going to happen! My Grampa's inheritance finally cleared, and my parents wrote a check out to each of us kids. It's not a huge load of money, but it makes a modest kitchen renovation possible. Tomorrow starts the serious shopping around. Fortunately, all the previous window shopping I've been doing won't go to waste, as I pretty much know what I want and where the best prices are now. Whee!
And yet more things to look forward to are painting and Reiki and church. Probably in that order. The kitchen is going to take up a lot of time and energy, so I don't know that I'll be doing the former two anytime soon, and church doesn't start till late August...
Anyway, it is good to be back home. It's just sad that I wish 'home' were further west.
Oh, and I've written out my travel post, although I won't post it till I've downloaded and sorted through my photos. I expect that will happen tomorrow. =)
It is good to be home, however, it is slightly more bittersweet than I expected. I didn't realize how much I missed the horizon till I saw it again. Or the big sky. Or the dry air. Yeah, dry air makes for lots of dust which isn't exactly great for my allergies, but...
Babe started coughing again today. Even I felt the humidity in my chest. It's horrible.
However, there are some things to look forward to here. First of all, Babe WILL be going to preschool this Fall. He decided that using the potty was the way to go the day after we got to Colorado! Odd timing, but hey, who am I to complain? We went out to Toys'R'Us today and got his reward (a slightly motorized digger).
Another thing to look forward to is my new kitchen. It's actually going to happen! My Grampa's inheritance finally cleared, and my parents wrote a check out to each of us kids. It's not a huge load of money, but it makes a modest kitchen renovation possible. Tomorrow starts the serious shopping around. Fortunately, all the previous window shopping I've been doing won't go to waste, as I pretty much know what I want and where the best prices are now. Whee!
And yet more things to look forward to are painting and Reiki and church. Probably in that order. The kitchen is going to take up a lot of time and energy, so I don't know that I'll be doing the former two anytime soon, and church doesn't start till late August...
Anyway, it is good to be back home. It's just sad that I wish 'home' were further west.
Oh, and I've written out my travel post, although I won't post it till I've downloaded and sorted through my photos. I expect that will happen tomorrow. =)
The good, the bad and the ugly
Jul. 7th, 2008 01:00 pm( The good: )
( The bad: )
I guess I will be looking at a new point-and-shoot camera... Any recommendations/advice?
( The ugly: )
Anything else? We leave in three days, and I haven't done much of anything, preparation-wise. I just want to go out and do the patio now, but that will have to wait. I did gather two little bunches of lavender blooms, leaving about a third of the blooms on the plants. I've hung the bunches on the door handle to dry out and then they will be going in the linen closet. Hopefully I won't react.
Oh, and I've finally lost patience with Geoff's work schedule. He's averaged 15 hour days, seven days a week for the last month. That's (way more than) enough. Fortunately, the conference is done so he can (and has) cut back to more reasonable hours now. Tomorrow is his last day before vacation! I'm very excited.
( The bad: )
I guess I will be looking at a new point-and-shoot camera... Any recommendations/advice?
( The ugly: )
Anything else? We leave in three days, and I haven't done much of anything, preparation-wise. I just want to go out and do the patio now, but that will have to wait. I did gather two little bunches of lavender blooms, leaving about a third of the blooms on the plants. I've hung the bunches on the door handle to dry out and then they will be going in the linen closet. Hopefully I won't react.
Oh, and I've finally lost patience with Geoff's work schedule. He's averaged 15 hour days, seven days a week for the last month. That's (way more than) enough. Fortunately, the conference is done so he can (and has) cut back to more reasonable hours now. Tomorrow is his last day before vacation! I'm very excited.
He pooped in the pot! He pooped in the pot! And without prompting! He didn't even ask for a diaper first!
Granted that tomorrow he won't be doing naked time, but maybe, if I explain it to him well enough, he'll ask to use the bathroom rather than use his diaper (or underwear)? Please?
Sorry if this grosses you out, but he's over three-and-a-half now. It's past the time of hope and into that of desperation. The fact that there is hope is making me giddy.
Granted that tomorrow he won't be doing naked time, but maybe, if I explain it to him well enough, he'll ask to use the bathroom rather than use his diaper (or underwear)? Please?
Sorry if this grosses you out, but he's over three-and-a-half now. It's past the time of hope and into that of desperation. The fact that there is hope is making me giddy.